The Prodigal Daughter returns

I started exercising LAST November at this time, weighing in at 256 pounds, 258 before the new year. A year later I am down (drum roll please) o 245 pounds. At one point I was down 28 pounds. What happened to me?

Why do I never believe I am worth it?

Why can I NOT stop eating?

The last few weeks I totally gave up food and have been just eating candy. It is terrible.  So I am here,, blindly feeling around, seeing if I can find my way.

I cleaned out my friend list and the blogs I was subscribed too.

I am off to bed.

 Good night everyone/.

-Nicole

5 Comments so far

  1. bdupree @ November 6th, 2008

    Well if you stopped eating, you would die. That would be sad.

    Learn from missteps. Keep on learning and you will find what works for you.

  2. crystal08 @ November 6th, 2008

    lol, guessing u like gilmore girls :P welcome back, i disappeared off here for a year too but i gained like 30 pounds… but whats important is that we’re back

  3. magan @ November 6th, 2008

    I know its hard believe me I am right there with you. Life is full of ups and downs so weightloss is no different. It doesn’t help much but please know that you can do this just need to find what works for you.

  4. wildflower @ November 6th, 2008

    Glad your back…I know all to well what your talking about…I was down 27 gained back 19…WTF is that???? I’m waiting for that moment where I find the strength to push on once again, and feel as though I am worth fighting for. You can do it!…and so can I. Never give up.

  5. bleckwoman @ November 6th, 2008

    hey there… you can do this girl!! don’t give up on yourself. you are worth it and you deserve to feel good about yourself!!!
    remember oprah!!!! I am still aiming for that and you better be too!

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