Holidays=Hippodays
There is something about the holidays that always brings my attention back to how fat I am. Every outfit i put on, every party I go to, every pic snapped is a moment where my hate for myself wells up and overwhlems me. It chokes off my happiness, and makes me not count my blessings which are abundant, and makes me wonder why I am blessed when I am such ahideous person. I feel like my outside mars the beauty of my inside.
I’m talkin with the man in the mirror, I’m askin him to change his ways….
I seriously doubt that you are a hideous person. I know what you mean about the holidays though..
How did the talk go with the mirror???
I did some bad eating over the holidays, and I am ready to get back on track….are you? Lets do it!!! 2009 will be our year! Happy & Healthy!
I feel like that too…I think we want all things perfect for the holidays…including ourselves, and it just seems that the negative gets exaggerated then.
Tell that man in the mirror to take a hike so you can see the real you and all the goodness
YOu are not hideous!!!! Don’t think that! we never see our selves as the true person we are. We always find fault in our reflection, or pictures of us. That is why we are who we are! You need to stop seeing that and look in the mirror and tell yourself that you are beautiful and that you are not hideous! Love you!
I can totally sympathize with your outside appearance making it harder for your inner beauty to shine through. It seems like those extra pounds make the fight to be a happy, confident member of society so much harder! I’m not saying being thin makes you have a better personality - as an overweight person I have embodied a better personality… I just wish the outside and the inside matched! I hope all is going well. Best wishes. xo